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Wed Aug 27, 2008, 12:19 AM

_{ok well i think i will be taking a break. My inspiration lately has become 0. i cant draw anything. and im not feeling very well. So please dont be expecting much from me, i will still be on to check things and such but yeah.

school for me is starting very soon. like.... after labor day soon. So that has me in a fowl mood. Every day i think about it im always... i dont want to go through this.... I really wish i was not a human, we are such complicated creatures. i say that is if a am an animal. I have a samurai champloo back pack but i do not think i will use that. Because it is im sad to say... sorta embarrassing. It is also very conffusing for me because my religion is helping me to be more confident, and not to care. But that is so hard!! i dont know if i can do it....

But lately i have been very confused, my mind is in a mix. even though i meditate it does not help. my sentences are getting slurred... and short. There are just so many things i have to get done... a new phone, new back pack, new pet, violin, tai chi, and other things i wish i would stop worrying about.

I think i may be eating to much too..... i have been feeling very fat lately.... bah.... i am begining to either now care... or care more. I am a much to complicated girl. My brain just need to shut up right now....}

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Mood: Miserable
Listening to: tell me why
Reading: beauty is the beast
Watching: ace of cakes

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~objoyful Aug 27, 2008, 8:56:41 AM

I think we all have periods in our lives where we're so stressed that everything seems complex and irritating and unsolvable; nothing we do seems to make us feel better . . . or else something does help one day, but the next day it just makes things worse . . . Although it sounds kind of horrible to say so, I think the best thing to do is just to try to remember that it'll pass: things are stressful now, but they won't stay that way forever, because they can't - life is continually changing. Be kind to yourself; be gentle with yourself; just because things are really irritating right now, don't blame yourself for it (or other people - lol); things will feel good again , by and by, 'k? And I hope that "by and by" comes really soon for you!

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~zannen-na Aug 27, 2008, 12:12:25 PM

Don't let the stress get to you. Step back and do something you enjoy. Talk to someone who'll listen, and share your thoughts. Look at things positively, like with school. It's another year closer to freedom ( i mean graduation), and this tai chi you're talking about, that's sounds like fun!
If you ever need someone to talk too, I'll be here to listen.

Take care!

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~pterando936 Aug 27, 2008, 12:42:08 PM

ok.. i'm going to tell you sompin that works for me. go into your room, grab your ipod, sit there and listen. it keeps your mind off everything, and lets you relax, i do it whenever i have too much on my mind! hope it helps!

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~okami-inazuma Aug 27, 2008, 2:51:31 PM

_{I want to do that, but my room is so darn hot..... i... i dont know...}

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~okami-inazuma Aug 27, 2008, 2:54:51 PM

_{Yes you are right. Its unfortunate the thing i enjoy is drawing and i cant draw.....
Yes i just have to take things one step at a time...

Im glad you there >w< that makes me feel better.}

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~okami-inazuma Aug 27, 2008, 2:56:59 PM

_{Yes i do believe that.... i just need to relax... im over riding my brain.

Thank you very much for the kind words, they helped lots.}

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~pterando936 Aug 27, 2008, 3:59:38 PM

oh... do you have a fan in there?

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-Sometimes I just don't get people
-I know, man, but sometimes we don't have to.

Braiden and Rory (respectively)

~ReneAugustus Aug 27, 2008, 6:13:45 PM

First Lea know you. Of course you can do it. And I find writing those things down helps me a lot. In fact I knoe it does. My school already started, plus I have football every day to deal with. Even on Saturdays. SATURDAYS!!! and holidays. HOLIDAYS amd a very demanding school. meh

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